Chub's stubborn.
But Chub's a fast learner. Esp when it's learning not to repeat her mistakes.
Rem that Chub.

So minerals are discovered under Afghanistan.
What happens next?

Chub's heart cringes for the peeps.

What are the different stages in life?
How many will you meet? How many can you clear?

Does age matter?
Does experience?
Even the gender?
Or nationality?

Do u go for something out of your range? Whatever metrics you set the range by.
Ability. Skills set. Talent. Social norm?

Chub thinks that she'd like a simple life.
Then again, what's complicated?

Chub shall have dinner today.
She loves today. She is looking forward to tomorrow. :)

Today will be good. :)

The weight's so heavy.

Ma was describing how Cousin HH slipped in the toilet and got her foot stuck in the broken toilet. It was the old squat style. There were pieces of shattered porcelain with the sharp edges cutting into Cousin HH's flesh. The more she tried the pull her foot out, the more the toilet threatened to remove her ankle from her body.

Up til this point, I cldnt take it anymore n told Ma to stop her illustrious relation.

I chanced upon the Bhopal kid's picture in Time magazine last week. It was such a clear face my heary shuddered.

This morning as I was running thru the papers, there was the news on the Chinese school shootings. The young kids. My heart cringed badly.I cldnt carry on that report.

N the other Time report on the Times Square terrorist busted. I have no idea why they had to give a vivid 'what-if-the-blast-went-off-scenario'. 'Clothes melt into the skin such that victims appear naked'

Wah piang. Enough.

U know u r really getting on in years when u can just meet a new fren of the opposite gender for a 1 to 1 dinner without feeling awkward or worried there'll be nothing to say.

Like those ah pek in the park talking to everyone and anyone.

Is that good or bad?

Time says 52% of facebook users posted sensitive information online over the past year.

This is weird. How do u even qualify this statement?

Silly. Stupid. What's the diff?
10 years. 15. Where's the rift?

Nobi

Nobi is modelled after the cognitive development of a 9 month old. Nobi has 600 sensors installed within and his eyes are cameras while his ears as microphones to receive sounds within. This allows Nobi to respond and react to environment stimulants like a usual 9 month old at its peak of learning.

Nobi is a robot.

Chub thinks Nobi is scary.

The pentup was all for today n I cld feel the gushing out at the end of it.

Meeting bockie today was a perfect arrangement. Bockie's always able to allay any fears I have, rationalise any situation I face.

So 2nd opinion's suggested. But I'm afraid.

I thought, if you didn't get me down, ET wouldn't.
If ET didn't get me down, then this won't either.

Stages come n go. Get thru each n u'll go nearer to gold.

But I like pink.

Whatever. Jia you chub. U have grown up.

I tot I had the mgt capabilities. And the leadership flair.
Sometimes the clever ideas.

Only to realised I have been pretty ignorant all along.

No time chub. Learn fast.

I don't know why I thought of you today.

The stroll many years back, from my house to Bliss. The talk on the wedding, guest list, day games. U jested 8 years. Or so I assumed you joked.

No sour memories. it's appreciation setting in. Nostalgia too, perhaps.

If u live like ur time's limited, u actually find life has a lot of nooks n crany for you to squeeze things in. Unbelievable things. Things cloest to your heart..

We got Edutrust! It's a huge thing! It's a major thing! It's an ultrafantabulouslymegamongous thing!

Bcos of ET, I learnt how to get used to switching on office lights as you go to the toilet. N offing them as you walk back to your desk.

Having lunch became exceptions. Skipping dinnr became the norm. E fact that I didn't lose a single ounce of weight is however totally unreasonable and irrational though.

I discovered how malleable I became. How elastic I were. I can actually be stretched that much!

I got to see how City Hall at 12am, 1am, 330 and 430am looked like.

I have more white hair ( I assumed)
My legs grew stubbier (I presumed)
my hair grew longer (this one is true)

I know all the talk about the journey has just begun, but laoniang is just happy today! So let.me.be!

Sitting in the train with throbbing pains with the only thing to distract me - my trusted BB.

Chub needs to learn that work's not everything.
The world is.

It must be pms.

There are some phobia you never know you have, until it comes and you back off. Far far away.