With enough experience you'll realize medical science might be overrated. Everyone's constitution is different. U nvr know what reacts to what in whose body. Or what was already present within which organ. It's all down to experiments. Guesswork at most. Good docs guess correctly. Bad docs, good luck to the patients.

I lie here on my bed wondering what this holiday did to me.

A HK$500 lesson.

It's been on my mind since n I can't shake it off just yet.

Was outside Wong Tai Sin temple when an elderly woman walked up to us n shove a packet of joss sticks onto Sis. Pissed off at the aggression, I told Sis we will not buy.

It was only after we walked off that Sis said she is asking for only hk$10.

In my heated moments I had assumed she will surely rip us off. After all the joss sticks are free in the temple, so ANY amount is a rip off anyway. But hk$10?? Really?? I had a chance to walk back n buy from her. I didn't.

A sharp tinge of guilt n shame surged. What have I done?

It was Typhoon Signal 3 hoisted. Ah Ma was most probably earning her lunch. And maybe dinner.

Bad judgement calls. Bad Chub.

Serves her right to slot in the hk$500 note to the charity box in the temple when she had intended only 50.

Even Deity Wong can't stand Chub then.

I ask Chub why she can't live n let live.

Because all relationships need maintenance.

Because this is not Mary, Susan or Lucy.

Because this has a place in her heart.

N she's hurt.

Attunement.

Give it time.

Not angry anymore

But better to stay this way.

Think positive. Keep busy.

I remember:)

不知道是否对号入坐,总觉得所听的每首歌都好似讽刺、好似恰逢所以。

应该就这样了吧。

也好。

也罢。

不哭不闹从容面对

嘟女长大了。

U know it when it's only lip service n an email out of perceived duty.

Better than being left high n dry.

You'll get used.