It's unfathomable how much power n energy mere words can give a female in love.

The world isn't a happy one recently.

May The One above bless those in NZ. The casualties are high. Those images are heartwrenching.

N then that. Move n circulate.

Heed the advice.

Mum flipping the evening papers;

Dad competing with the noisy fan;

Pumpkin typing away at the lappy;

PLS yakking away on her iphone;

PBS at her usual 'pop out for a while'.

mundane scenes at home.

but doesnt one love mundane at times?

Chub could have been more gracious tonight n send waigong home. Nvm about uncle pulling stunt again. Nvm about who is pretending or not.

Chub could have been more understanding towards how waipo feels about getting taxis to send waigong.

Siyi is indeed incredible. One senior everyone must truly emulate after.

Chub needs to mature better.

Chubby is sleeping somewhere.

Wake her up please!

Searching for the fitting nook to settle in.
It'll take time.
Meanwhile, move along.

Everyday
You check the clock
You check the weather.
You check the emails inbox.

And you check your choice of words.

What are these for, Chub?

You were angry.
You were sad.
You were sick.
You were down.

Who was there?

You were careful this moment.
You threw caution the next.

What are the norms you wish to observe?

Do not disturb.

一个人旅行的确会寂寞。
等机的时候、搭机的时候。

但有时一个人独自在＂寂＂静中＂寞寞＂思考,也不愧为件自我思维提升的素质发展。

这，就让它寂寞吧。

Am i going to expect the same for Thailand next week?
Same trip, same place, different feel?

There are really so many things to learn.
So many things that can be done.

The world is damn huge.

Chub must have caught a cold here in Vietnam.
And with the early mornings and late nights.
Serious entertainment is really no joke.

Chubwannagohome.

失意的时候不在你身边，有着自己的事要忙。

说与不说两者之间不知如何取舍。

是注定还是犯贱。

急需与我共勉之！

It's been a year since I stepped into Korea.
What a different view. And a different feel.

it's always the most unexpected moments that you pluck lessons from.

U'll realise what it means by experience; what it means by exposure; and what it means to have been blind.

there shld be happiness the way things turned out, but the tussle on the other spectrum is real.

it was lousy.
Reflect, Chub.

When u meant A n the response was B. U probably know what's happening. Some things are better left unsaid.

Just let it drift.

Will be easier.

there is always this crunch time.

where there really isnt anything else to do other than going with the flow.

Choices.

Hold the fort.

The heart's beating.

when u cant see, u bite ur teeth and move.

through the fog. through the haze. whatever.

move!

You are ultra pathetic Chub.

What are you waiting for?

What are you expecting?

Any promises? Anyone remembers?

You did well. N then you let yourself down.

What for?

Come on.

Slap yourself.

Chub has to take better charge.
of her emotions.
of her well being.
of her life.

stop being swayed by anything, anyone.

Dont ask for it again Chub.
You know what you are in for. Recall, how did it feel? Why do u wish to go thru that again? Learn from past lessons Chub.

No point wrenching. Think Chub.

Objective reasoning
Objective reasoning
Objective reasoning
Objective reasoning
Objective reasoning
Objective reasoning
Objective reasoning
Objective reasoning.

TMD Chub, can you just calm down and think objectively!

But I did!

Not you didnt!

I did!

Not enough!

OK FINE!

Stop fuming.

Your loved ones. Remember???

When A doesn't bring about B.

You then need to be prepared.

To adjust.
To be ready.

I am utterly disguested over the news of a young couple taping their 2 year old son to the wall using industrial tape! All the vulgarities I can think off is so up there waiting to be spewed. PUI. It's worse when the couple consists of the mum and mum's boyfriend and it was the mum who held the boy to the wall with the boyfriend was doing the taping!

And they did it all for fun!

TMD. DISGUSTED.

I feel very strong emotions. The boy must be helpless.
I recalled the times when I was naughty and Ma will just drag me by the legs and hit haphazardly with the cane in the other hand. I just cant outrun or outstrength Ma. It was a sense of desperation. And I imagine the boy. Worse when this boy doesnt even know the definition of desperation.

ARGH.