Monday, February 07, 2011

Chub could have been more gracious tonight n send waigong home. Nvm about uncle pulling stunt again. Nvm about who is pretending or not.

Chub could have been more understanding towards how waipo feels about getting taxis to send waigong.

Siyi is indeed incredible. One senior everyone must truly emulate after.

Chub needs to mature better.

Saturday, January 29, 2011

Chubby is sleeping somewhere.
Wake her up please!
Searching for the fitting nook to settle in.
It'll take time.
Meanwhile, move along.

Sunday, December 26, 2010

Everyday
You check the clock
You check the weather.
You check the emails inbox.

And you check your choice of words.

What are these for, Chub?

You were angry.
You were sad.
You were sick.
You were down.

Who was there?

You were careful this moment.
You threw caution the next.

What are the norms you wish to observe?

Do not disturb.

Sunday, December 19, 2010

一个人旅行的确会寂寞。
等机的时候、搭机的时候。

但有时一个人独自在"寂"静中"寞寞"思考,也不愧为件自我思维提升的素质发展。

这,就让它寂寞吧。

Thursday, December 09, 2010

Am i going to expect the same for Thailand next week?
Same trip, same place, different feel?

There are really so many things to learn.
So many things that can be done.

The world is damn huge.
Chub must have caught a cold here in Vietnam.
And with the early mornings and late nights.
Serious entertainment is really no joke.

Chubwannagohome.

Wednesday, December 08, 2010

失意的时候不在你身边,有着自己的事要忙。

说与不说两者之间不知如何取舍。

是注定还是犯贱。

急需与我共勉之!

Wednesday, December 01, 2010

It's been a year since I stepped into Korea.
What a different view. And a different feel.

it's always the most unexpected moments that you pluck lessons from.

U'll realise what it means by experience; what it means by exposure; and what it means to have been blind.

there shld be happiness the way things turned out, but the tussle on the other spectrum is real.

it was lousy.
Reflect, Chub.

Sunday, November 28, 2010

When u meant A n the response was B. U probably know what's happening. Some things are better left unsaid.

Just let it drift.
Will be easier.

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

there is always this crunch time.
where there really isnt anything else to do other than going with the flow.

Choices.
Hold the fort.
The heart's beating.
when u cant see, u bite ur teeth and move.
through the fog. through the haze. whatever.

move!

Saturday, November 20, 2010

You are ultra pathetic Chub.

What are you waiting for?
What are you expecting?
Any promises? Anyone remembers?

You did well. N then you let yourself down.
What for?

Come on.
Slap yourself.

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Chub has to take better charge.
of her emotions.
of her well being.
of her life.

stop being swayed by anything, anyone.

Dont ask for it again Chub.
You know what you are in for. Recall, how did it feel? Why do u wish to go thru that again? Learn from past lessons Chub.

No point wrenching. Think Chub.

Sunday, November 14, 2010

Objective reasoning
Objective reasoning
Objective reasoning
Objective reasoning
Objective reasoning
Objective reasoning
Objective reasoning
Objective reasoning.

TMD Chub, can you just calm down and think objectively!

But I did!

Not you didnt!

I did!

Not enough!

OK FINE!

Stop fuming.

Your loved ones. Remember???

Saturday, November 06, 2010

When A doesn't bring about B.

You then need to be prepared.
To adjust.
To be ready.

Friday, October 08, 2010

I am utterly disguested over the news of a young couple taping their 2 year old son to the wall using industrial tape! All the vulgarities I can think off is so up there waiting to be spewed. PUI. It's worse when the couple consists of the mum and mum's boyfriend and it was the mum who held the boy to the wall with the boyfriend was doing the taping!

And they did it all for fun!

TMD. DISGUSTED.

I feel very strong emotions. The boy must be helpless.
I recalled the times when I was naughty and Ma will just drag me by the legs and hit haphazardly with the cane in the other hand. I just cant outrun or outstrength Ma. It was a sense of desperation. And I imagine the boy. Worse when this boy doesnt even know the definition of desperation.

ARGH.

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

AUSTRALIA 2010 - Perth.Melbourne.Tasmania

Meant to be another trip of discovery.
Of my Inner self.
Of what I want.
Of what the next stage of my life will be.
May be.

Again, nothing was planned. I only know my flights. The When In, When Out.
Woke up everyday not know what it might hold.
Going with the flow. Day in day out.

Many pleasant surprises. Immense satisfaction.

Chub is indeed blessed.
People who love her. People who did the brainwork for her.
Just so she could have the best holiday ever. Yet.

PERTH

Cousin stays in Canning Vale, near to the airport.
3rd house she's moved into. Best so far. Large double stories. Bright kitchen. Lovely porch and great garden. Lettuces. Spinach. Strawberries. And many others Cousin n Landlord planted (or attempted to plant)

We cooked for each other.

Cousin brought me everywhere.

To Swan Valley for the round-the-loop free wine tasting. That got both of us so intoxicated just at the very first stop! Shhhh.

To King's Park for the flowers. And our heart to heart Cousins' talk. I'm glad for this connection that we share. Everyone has relatives. not everyone connects to their relatives.

To Ciao Italia for her favourite Italian spicy mussels. The delicious pizza, huge-enough-to-feed-3-of-us pasta and of cos the wonderful time.

To her weekly Sunday Buddhist Congregation. Where I was introduced to everyone as the Biaojie. Where I was slightly enlightened.

To John Forrest National Park. Thanks to World Parks day that offered free entry to every park in Australia. The trekking was tiring but therapeutic. Though Chub did flinch a little at those weird coloured and unfamiliar little insects, letting her wild imagination of getting bitten and developing outoftheworld rashes run amok. Typical city-girl suspicious.

To Fremantle. to satisfy the tourist craving. Overrated, though South Beach was great fun shots of jumping on precariously perched rocks!

To and fro the airport. These were the most touching times for me. When Cousin dragged herself up in the wee hours of the morning to send me to airport, and then to pick me from airport.

Thank you Rachel.

MELBOURNE

Ever the city-girl, Chub finds Melbourne city extremely easy to adjust to and live in.

So much food. So many varieties.
Though so expensive too.

Throw a stone and you'll hit an Asian. Or maybe throw a small marble, though that may hurt more. Personal preference.

Hustle n Bustle of the city may have created some annoyance. But the company may have allayed that.

TASMANIA

This must be the turning point.

City-girl fell in love with Nature. With Wilderness. With Mountains. With Wallabies.

It was also the place she had the best oysters, wines, honey, cheese and salmon.
Or she may have been biased.

Hot chocolate reigned again. There were aplenty provided by the beautiful though man-made Freycinet Lodge and Cradle Mountain Chateau.

**********************************

Chub thinks she knows what possibly lies ahead.
At least for the short-term.

Chub Loves.
Again.

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

OZ OZ ooh lala...

PERTH.Swan Valley.King's Park.Ciao Italia.
TASMANIA.Hobart.Freycinet.Cradle Mountain.
MELBOURNE.Flinder.Great Ocean Road.12 (or 11) Apostles.

Wine.Cheese.Honey.

So much in awe.
So much I wanna write about.

When i'm back!

Thursday, September 02, 2010

It's the Final Countdown.
It's weird.
Sorta indescribable.

Are the bonds getting stronger simply because I feel it stronger?
Or just because of the recent frequent outings?

Either way, how to countdown liddat???