Three times. the immobilising pressure. my head was tilted to one side pressing my right face onto the pillow. the screeching noise was immense. finally forced out a shout and it ended.

i must be too tired. exhausted maybe. i've read about this kinda stuff. It's my imagination. i know. i'm a science student. this is a scientific world.

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First the standing lamp, then the desk lamp. then the standing lamp and then the desk lamp. The standing lamp again, the desk lamp again. it went on (or rather OFF) repeatedly. i had to on it repeatedly. everytime. until i got so frustrated i cant concentrate on replying my emails i just let out an angered argh. it stopped.

i know it's the wiring. they must have been fixing something. it should be. i'm a science student. this is a scientific world.

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Talking and laughing it off is supposed to work. I'm a science student. this is a scientific world.

i'm still here. don't ask me til i get back.